Ello, ello everyone!
I hope you guys are having an amazing holiday season (to those who celebrate Christmas like myself, Merry Christmas!) and are having wonderful times with family and friends. :)
Now, as I look at the holiday season most people would mainly get caught up in the social aspect of Christmas- family meals, shopping for loved ones, spending time with friends, and of course presents, all which are great! But we often forget the religious aspect as well. That is the birth of our savior Jesus Christ. He sacrificed so much for us, and sometimes we overlook that and take his love for granted. I hope this time around we can take time to be thankful for everything we have been blessed with, especially the small things! :)
Okay, moving along to the other main point of this blog post. This holiday season I've been feeling kinda lost, as in not knowing myself. I don't know who I am, and I feel the need to have an idea of who I am asap. But, we can't do that can we? We can't find ourselves in one day. It's a journey we'll be on for the rest of our lives and we'll be constantly changing along the way. I feel like I'm a combination of two different people. There's the "chill and calm" me, most commonly seen when I'm alone, and then there's the "energetic and fun" me, most common persona of me at school and with my friends. There's also the me that likes things to be minimalistic and simple and the me that feels like life needs to have more color. Do you kinda see the jest of it? I have two different personalities, and sometimes it just gets confusing. I don't know what exactly I'm searching for, maybe an answer to which side is truly me? But, I don't think there's really a clear cut answer for that. :/ So what do I do? I honestly learn best from another person so, is there anywhere I can go for advice? I think that'd be great.
My life right now is a little bit complicated. Not very rough, don't worry. :) It's just I don't feel comfortable talking to any of my friends about this kinda "deep stuff", ya know? Especially because going into high school I made new friends, and I'm in a "new scene". *sigh* The complications of a not-so-typical 14 year old girl. I bet I'll be laughing at this blogpost some day. :)
Well, despite this once again I hope you all had an amazing holiday season and if you're feeling "lost" as well, I hope we can find ourselves together. :)
~ With love,
Natasha
